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壹拾參，
                                                                               
下了好幾天的雨，靜靜的不發一語。
                                                                               
貼滿照片的日記本，好像說些什麼都錯誤。
                                                                               
小藍的歡送會，即使雨下好大，
一行人還是開開心心的笑鬧著的不變。
                                                                               
或者，還沒變？
                                                                               
                                                                               
我喜歡在小小舊舊的居酒屋和朋友抽著小菸的感覺，
難得體驗到的溫度，外頭的雨好大。
                                                                               
後來離開的我還以為小SO變成了潛水艇。
                                                                               
                                                                                                         
壞脾氣一直是改不了的習慣，我也逐漸感受到彼此的冷淡了，
耐性，正一點點的被磨光，眼看就要消逝的，無力也不想去改變些什麼。
                                                                               
即便要改變，也不是現在了。
                                                                               
一種惡性循環，然後我開始習慣這個循環，
循環的也包含我對於你的態度的厭惡。
                                                                               
我想早晚會說出口的，那緩緩失去中的感覺。
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
--
                                                                               
那遲來的「喜歡你」。