devilyin

不是刻意，要說出那心碎的字眼。
                                                                              
                                                                               
從來就不可能完全美好的結局，每件事；
戴上翅膀形狀的耳環，是否就能開始飛翔，
                                                                               
其實，狠狠墜落其中。
                                                                               
                                                                               
墜溺在眷戀、依賴、開心、難過、背叛、自殘裡，
                                                                                
                                                                           
                                                                               
我萬劫不復。
                                                                                
                                                                          
                                                                               
左右手臂的皮膚累累的傷，那不代表完全痛過，
因為血流不止的是在胸口內兩米深的距離；
椎心刺骨的不是利刃，是你。
                                                                                
                                                                         
                                                                               
我想好好和你在一起，卻不相信你，不相信我自己。
                                                                               
所以我只能保持著若即若離的距離，
想像這樣的狀態可以持續久一點。
                                                                                
                                                                        
                                                                               
我想要相信你，想要有個人可以相信。
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                                      
                                                                               
可不可以不要只剩下我自己。