壹拾肆,
                                                                               
                                                                               
一直夢著關於以前關於你關於那些很快樂;
另一個我卻不自覺狠狠要自己清醒/欺人勿自欺。
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
身心不斷自殘著。
                                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
可悲的是唯有如此才可安然入睡,
當最後一絲氣力也被抽離出軀殼的那瞬間,
我試著在失重和無意識的同時開始微笑並且流淚。
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                                    
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
「越看似平常就表示你越扭曲,更甚或說你不正常的部份又開始了。」
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                                  
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
這次我沒有反駁說些什麼,因我覺得好累。
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
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